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keep it going / Sunday, February 26, 2012 @ 1:56 PM
Hi, I clearly have been neglecting this blog and I don't really feel guilty, lol. I'd love to update about my Korea trip last December but I don't really feel like it and I might actually burst into tears while trying to recall every thing that happened. Not cause it was a bad trip, it was amazing, but I really really really miss the place and every person I spent time with over there. :( So I'm typing this out cause I have a test on Thursday, Saturday, and Monday - Thursday the following week (seems so like me to be blogging only cause of stress from exams lol) BUT I HAVE NOT STUDIED A SINGLE THING. Plus, being form 3 this year, form 1 and form 2 topics are coming out as well, and I obviously have no clue what's what as I have been slacking like nobody's business for the past 2 years (or maybe even since forever). I just need to be clear of what I'm facing and what I'm doing in order to face it, and what I'm doing is completely wrong, I know. I clearly should be studying at this very moment, if not studying since the start of the year or even since last year's holidays but noooo, I'm Laura. I don't do that. Lmao. Idk what to do srsly. :( I've just been reading The Hunger Games (which is hands down osm btw) which I had to force myself to take my time reading because it was so good. See what kind of student I am? I'm such an idiot. I don't even go for tuition. How do I actually expect myself to score in exams when I don't even try. No wonder my results are so bad all the time. But the worst part about myself is that no matter how much I seem to care, I won't do a thing about it. I complain, complain, complain but I'll never try to improve. I always point out the negative characteristics in myself but I never do anything to fix it or make it positive. Even while typing this out, I hope that I can be a better person and do something that makes more sense with my life by the time I finish typing but yeah, that's never gonna happen lol. It's inevitable. Me ranting about myself. In fact, the only person I actually can hate is myself. I can only blame myself for every thing. Even if I really dislike someone, I'll say it's my fault. My fault for not being tolerable towards that person. I definitely miss Korea. Just saying.
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