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100626 BEAST's showcase / Sunday, June 27, 2010 @ 1:56 AM
SO BEAST! :D I totally saw them beastly boys today omg. This was honestly a lot more satisfying than when I went to see U-KISS. ><

So I reached KL Live around 3PM-ish. I was kind of shocked about how old the building was. I actually expected to be waiting inside or something but we actually had to wait outside, without any fan or anything! There was a bit of shade but some of us were stuck under the heat. D:

Then I met up with Vivienne's friend, Tiffany, and a few of her other friends. Then I went to do this lucky draw thing. If you draw an orange ball, you get to attend a meet & greet session or something. My heart kind of sank when I got a white ball haha. :( Then went back in the line.

I stood there for about 5 hours omg. The event was supposed to start at 7 but it only started around 8:30? -.- So many people kept fainting while waiting. Lack of oxygen dammit! It's sad. :( But DAMNNNNNNN those people who fainted totally got to go in earlier LOL. Anyway, ^^ Vivienne, Ying and I were like standing together. We also met a few other fans while waiting. We got kind of hyper and suddenly started singing random songs. And we were totally spazzing over SeoulFM's DJ, Jonathan HAHAHAHA. HE WAS FREAKING CUTE OK. GOOD EYE CANDY TO DISTRACT US FROM THE DISCOMFORT. :D

Well, I kind of want to skip the horrible part where the security people were being asses so we shall continue on to the part when we finally got in. xD

It felt like heaven when we got in! Air conditioning. *dies* LOL ANYWAY, THE SHOCK MV WAS SHOWING WHEN WE GOT IN. WE STARTED SCREAMING AND SINGING LIKE CRAZY. ^^ But it was kind of bad even inside the venue cause it's actually pretty small. Everyone was like squished against each other. None of us could even move. People kept pushing and a few people actually left or went further to the back because it was pretty hard to breathe. :/ Vivienne and I still remained at our spots though. Ying somehow disappeared to the back without us knowing. :(

Then the MC came out and talked a bit and the next thing we knew, BEAST were performing on stage! I don't remember which songs they sang, sorry. T_T

Well, they sang two songs then went off the stage to change. During the break, they had this contest thing where you have to sing and dance to Shock. They chose 3 girls to go on stage. Then the three of them got this autographed poster, blablabla. And the winner got to take a picture with BEAST. T_T Then the MC started throwing more posters into the crowd but WTF HE KEPT THROWING IT AT THE SAME SPOT YOU KNOW. =.="""

Oh whatever. Then BEAST came back out, crowd went wild. I think they performed some more. Then they had this lucky draw thing and the winner got to like sit on this bench on the stage while the members sing to her. DDDDDD: Pshht. Lucky indeed.

Hmmm.. then I forgot. Maybe they performed again. LOL my memory is really bad, sorry. T_T

Oh well, just skip to the autograph signing session. :D We reunited with Ying but she said she was going back already so she left. Then we reunited with Tiffany but she somehow disappeared. :S So it was just Vivienne and me lol. They finished performing around 10PM. They said autograph signing is only one hour. D: So we made our way through the wholeeeeeee crowd. We waited for another hour or so to get to the stage.

When we justtttttttt got to the guards there, suddenly they said "STOP!" and we were like so blur and stuff. They actually wanted to stop the line already and we were RIGHT THERE. D: It was so scary omg. Then we were like "PLEASE LET US IN! PLEASEEEEEE" and we kept begging them. Vivienne actually managed to get through. :( I was like right behind there and I was like "Please omg!" then the guard was like "Ok ok, one by one" and I was like OMG YESSSSSSSSS. I WAS SERIOUSLY ABOUT TO CRY OK. SIGH. Thank God they let us through. D:

So when Vivienne and I were getting closer and closer to the stage we were like OMGOMGOMGOMOGM AND THEN WE SAW JUNHYUNG, AKA VIVIENNE'S BIAS LOL. SHE WAS SO CRAZY ALREADY. XD I was also kind of crazy LOL. I MEAN, JUNHYUNG UP CLOSE IN REAL LIFE IS LIKE OMGGGGGG PERFECTION. SAME GOES FOR THE OTHER MEMBERS.

Anyway, xD Junhyung was first. I don't remember him looking up though. :X Second was Dongwoon. He was so handsomeeee. He looked up and smiled at all of us. ^^ Third, Kikwang, full of smiles. DAMN HE WAS SO FREAKING HOT. @_@ Fourth, Hyunseung I think. >< He was so pretty~ :D Fifth, Doojoon I think. OMG this one deserves its own paragraph.

Doojoon, oh Doojoon. He was freaking looking at me ok. He was looking at me for like a second or so and I was like HFLSDJCIWMCIOEMIOJF? IN MY HEAD LOL. So I thought fast and did a heart shape with my hands and said "Oppa saranghaeyo~" and he smiled wider for me HEHEHEHE I SPAZZED LIKE SHIZ OMG. /dies

Last but not least was my Seobseob~ Since he was last, he was kind of rushing, signing the albums cause the guards were like pushing the fans to make the line faster. :/ Well, he still looked at me. *-*

LOL then when we got off the stage, Vivienne and I were seriously screaming at each other in the face! xDDDDDD Then the guard forced us out of the venue ROFL. I couldn't even get one last look at them. :( Anyway, parents were actually outside already. So said bye to Vivienne.

Then went to Equatorial Hotel which was really close by for my 'dinner' at 11PM LOL. It was nice. :O Wonton soup. Gooooood stuff. My legs were like dying but I was still happy. xD

Overall, it was a good experience. It's not like I stand up non-stop for 8 hours every day. xD Kind of felt like marching for Sports Day, except it was even worse. But the only difference is that I got a very nice reward at the end of the day. It was a hard day's work, literally. :)


Pictures || Fancam - Shock || Fancam - BEAST calling Malaysian fans beautiful
100607, 100608 / Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 12:55 PM
JUNE 7TH, 2010.

Turned 13 on Monday. Honestly, not much happened but it really made a huge impact on me.

So I woke up at like 7:30AM (-.-) because I received several birthday SMSes from friends and couldn't go back to sleep. :/ I guess it's good that they sent those texts if not I would only wake up in the afternoon. xD Then I went downstairs and turned the computer on, of course, and started to reply to birthday comments on my Facebook wall.

Family peeps started to wake up after a while. Received gift from parents. I already got a present from my sister the night before. They were like "Aren't you going to open it?" because I didn't seem to care much about it lol. And I was like "Err.. later la." Then went for breakfast (excluding sleeping brother) because my sister was like going to sit for an exam later. La Bodega. Was okay. I mean, food is food. :| Lol I can't be a food critic when I grow up. I can only tell whether it's good or bad. Sent sister to college then back home.

Parents left somewhere so I finally decided to open the big bag of whatever-ness. So I saw this huge box that contained a pair of headphones. Those hugee headphones that block out sound. :O And LOL they left the price tag on. Sad ok. It was like RM100+ :( Anyways, then I saw this floral-y bag, obviously picked out by my mother. Did she really expect me to use that. *shrugs* Then I saw this small plastic box so I reached out for it and saw an iPod Touch. For a second, I was like "Is this real?" LOL. Then I lifted it up and it was actually heavy and I was like :OOOOO and ran downstairs and went up to my brother and I pointed at the box like a crazy person without saying anything and he was like "You are now officially hooked up to the Apple world" and shook hands. LOLLL it's just something we do. xD Anyway yeah. Fixed it up and all that.

HERE COMES THE GOOD PART.

Okay, so all the friends on twitter were like "Happy birthday! Hope Yesung makes a twitter today~" and stuff since everyone knows my undying love for Yesung, *coughs* So yeah. I even spammed the other SJ members for fun. Who knows if that even worked but yeah. Then someone actually tweeted me "Happy birthday. Are you happy now!? @shfly3424" and I was like really dumbfounded. It took me a while to understand the situation. Then it hit me. My heart was like going out of control already. I couldn't even breathe properly. So I clicked on the username and looked around the page and saw his name. 'Super Junior Yesung'. I swear I was like "O_O" then I asked the person "Is this true?!?!!?!! How do you know it's real?!" then the person replied "He wrote it on his Cyworld".

OMG MY HEART STOPPED. I CRIED. I ACTUALLY CRIED. I was just in so much shock! Some of you may think I'm like crazy or something but gahh you don't know how happy I was. And then everyone was like "OMG you're the luckiest girl ever!" "You got the best birthday gift." etc etc. And I couldn't stop crying until like 10 minutes later LOL. I mean, I didn't really make my birthday wish yet at the time but I really wanted him to. The fact that he has a twitter account just makes him seem that much closer to me, you know?! He probably doesn't know of my existence and didn't even know that it was my birthday but I don't care! As long as he has one, I don't care. xD

So that was like highlight of the day. I don't remember what happened after that. Nothing too special I guess. Unless you count cake as special. I wished for something else since my first wish already came true. ^^


JUNE 8TH, 2010.

I went to Cineleisure/Curve with Rachel, Natassya, Shahirah, Jean and Bryan, aka my friends LOL. The original plan was to go bowling but in the end we went to Red Box too! It was supposed to be on my birthday actually but Sha and Bryan couldn't make it so we changed it to the day after. Anyway, they gave me a card for my belated birthday. ^^ And Rachel also gave me a present. Guess what it was. :P MBLAQ'S ALBUM. Wahahaha.

To Rachel: Actually, it's a good thing you didn't get me Super Junior or 2PM or 2AM if not it would be a total waste of money since I already have them. xD

So we bowled and bowled and bowled then went to eat McDonald's for lunch. After that we decided to go to Red Box to singggg. Started of with Baby by youknowwho LOL. Jean and Rachel were the only ones who were actually happy about it. The rest of us were like "NOOOOO". xD After a few English songs, we sang Kpop songs! Bryan was like so out of it. :P Eventually we started singing English songs again. And when we got to Billie Jean, Jean got annoyed (not really) and like walked out of the room for a while.

After we finished singing, we left Red Box and started walking around. Jean seemed mad at Bryan for some reason I don't know. Then we went to MPH because Jean wanted to look for something for her dad on Fathers' Day. Bryan was like apologizing to her like crazy and Jean just ignored him. Bryan even bought stuff for her okay! That guy is crazy. :/ After that we had to leave because some of them had to get back before 7. All of us were going back together except Bryan, being the only guy. Yeah so we went to the car after Bryan left and Jean was like saying something about ignoring him for fun so Sha and I were like telling her what he did and all the things he bought then Jean started feeling guilty. I guess she got over it after a while though LOL. So everyone went home and stuff.

Had dinner with the fams after that. :) It was pretty tiring. I mean, 6 hours of randomness. xD But still, it was freaking fun! We should do this again soon. ;D
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