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Laura.
Main fandom/bias: 김종운 / 예성; 슈퍼주니어
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keep it going / Sunday, February 26, 2012 @ 1:56 PM
Hi, I clearly have been neglecting this blog and I don't really feel guilty, lol. I'd love to update about my Korea trip last December but I don't really feel like it and I might actually burst into tears while trying to recall every thing that happened. Not cause it was a bad trip, it was amazing, but I really really really miss the place and every person I spent time with over there. :(
Hi, I clearly have been neglecting this blog and I don't really feel guilty, lol. I'd love to update about my Korea trip last December but I don't really feel like it and I might actually burst into tears while trying to recall every thing that happened. Not cause it was a bad trip, it was amazing, but I really really really miss the place and every person I spent time with over there. :(
So I'm typing this out cause I have a test on Thursday, Saturday, and Monday - Thursday the following week (seems so like me to be blogging only cause of stress from exams lol) BUT I HAVE NOT STUDIED A SINGLE THING. Plus, being form 3 this year, form 1 and form 2 topics are coming out as well, and I obviously have no clue what's what as I have been slacking like nobody's business for the past 2 years (or maybe even since forever). I just need to be clear of what I'm facing and what I'm doing in order to face it, and what I'm doing is completely wrong, I know. I clearly should be studying at this very moment, if not studying since the start of the year or even since last year's holidays but noooo, I'm Laura. I don't do that. Lmao.
Idk what to do srsly. :( I've just been reading The Hunger Games (which is hands down osm btw) which I had to force myself to take my time reading because it was so good. See what kind of student I am? I'm such an idiot. I don't even go for tuition. How do I actually expect myself to score in exams when I don't even try. No wonder my results are so bad all the time. But the worst part about myself is that no matter how much I seem to care, I won't do a thing about it. I complain, complain, complain but I'll never try to improve. I always point out the negative characteristics in myself but I never do anything to fix it or make it positive. Even while typing this out, I hope that I can be a better person and do something that makes more sense with my life by the time I finish typing but yeah, that's never gonna happen lol.
It's inevitable. Me ranting about myself. In fact, the only person I actually can hate is myself. I can only blame myself for every thing. Even if I really dislike someone, I'll say it's my fault. My fault for not being tolerable towards that person.
I definitely miss Korea. Just saying.
시험끝! / Wednesday, May 25, 2011 @ 9:53 PM
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!! AFTER 8 LONG DAYS (excluding weekends lulz). I thought I was gonna die. ;o; This exam was seriously hard lol. Wouldn't be surprised if I fail something. u__u After this I'll definitely be forced to go for tuition lah. No choice already.
I fainted on Saturday from dehydration, lack of food and/or stress. ~__~ Fell down on the floor and hit my head twice. Got bruises on my head, chin, neck, thighs, legs, arms, everywhere. Anyway I probably fainted cause I didn't eat anything at all until like 6pm lol. Luckily no one was home when I fainted later everyone will go cray and stuff. :|
Anyway, Hari Belia is coming up! We get to see Suju-M for free. \o/ So essited~ The whole tlisteu is going! We're gonna have a massive troll party lololol.
K I suck at blogging nowadays but I try to update, at least.
June is coming soon :3
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!! AFTER 8 LONG DAYS (excluding weekends lulz). I thought I was gonna die. ;o; This exam was seriously hard lol. Wouldn't be surprised if I fail something. u__u After this I'll definitely be forced to go for tuition lah. No choice already.
I fainted on Saturday from dehydration, lack of food and/or stress. ~__~ Fell down on the floor and hit my head twice. Got bruises on my head, chin, neck, thighs, legs, arms, everywhere. Anyway I probably fainted cause I didn't eat anything at all until like 6pm lol. Luckily no one was home when I fainted later everyone will go cray and stuff. :|
Anyway, Hari Belia is coming up! We get to see Suju-M for free. \o/ So essited~ The whole tlisteu is going! We're gonna have a massive troll party lololol.
K I suck at blogging nowadays but I try to update, at least.
June is coming soon :3
Labels: events, exams, friends, health, life, school, stress, Super Junior - M
I should go on a hiatus. / Monday, May 2, 2011 @ 12:59 PM
Gdi it's May already. May = mid-year = exam time. ;~; Wadu i do omg I swear I am so far behind in my studies. Lol I seriously might fail this round. I am wasting so much time on the computer and stuff even exams are like 2 weeks away slkjfdklsd. But I still have to use the computer because I have this Sivik folio that has to be done and passed up by Friday. Unfortunately, I don't exactly know how to do this stupid folio cause I wasn't paying attention when teacher was showing the examples of previous students' works. Someone just throw me off the building right now. I don't know what to do OTL. Study or do folio.....
On the other hand, Jay has released his album already and is gonna start performing on music shows this week yay. More things to distract me.
& I'm still gonna watch Sukira tonight even though I have this much to do.
Gdi it's May already. May = mid-year = exam time. ;~; Wadu i do omg I swear I am so far behind in my studies. Lol I seriously might fail this round. I am wasting so much time on the computer and stuff even exams are like 2 weeks away slkjfdklsd. But I still have to use the computer because I have this Sivik folio that has to be done and passed up by Friday. Unfortunately, I don't exactly know how to do this stupid folio cause I wasn't paying attention when teacher was showing the examples of previous students' works. Someone just throw me off the building right now. I don't know what to do OTL. Study or do folio.....
On the other hand, Jay has released his album already and is gonna start performing on music shows this week yay. More things to distract me.
& I'm still gonna watch Sukira tonight even though I have this much to do.
Last day of school / 2010 / Tuesday, November 16, 2010 @ 4:06 PM
Had a majlis perpisahan today cause some of the teachers are leaving the school. :/ Teared a little though they never taught me lol. And I got my results slip! I got 5th in class. I PASSED PJK. A MIRACLE~ Well, 6 marks away from failing but whatever. The rest of the day was like mehhhhhhh. Just wandering around aimlessly. Then we had a class party. Ate so much junk food till I felt sick. ;___; Lol I got drunk on Coke.
No pictures though, because yesterday, the teacher said "Don't bring phones okay. We're gonna have a spotcheck tomorrow." and guess what, they only checked for eggs and flour. SOME PEOPLE EVEN BROUGHT LAPTOPCOUGHMACBOOKCOUGHS AND THEY DIDN'T GET CAUGHT. :@
Anyway, I'm glad school is over. Though I will definitely miss my class, as much as I really dislike some of them but oh well. It was an interesting school year, this 2010.
Girls are like Pokemon, you need balls to catch them.Or so my classmate says. :P
Had a majlis perpisahan today cause some of the teachers are leaving the school. :/ Teared a little though they never taught me lol. And I got my results slip! I got 5th in class. I PASSED PJK. A MIRACLE~ Well, 6 marks away from failing but whatever. The rest of the day was like mehhhhhhh. Just wandering around aimlessly. Then we had a class party. Ate so much junk food till I felt sick. ;___; Lol I got drunk on Coke.
No pictures though, because yesterday, the teacher said "Don't bring phones okay. We're gonna have a spotcheck tomorrow." and guess what, they only checked for eggs and flour. SOME PEOPLE EVEN BROUGHT LAPTOP
Anyway, I'm glad school is over. Though I will definitely miss my class, as much as I really dislike some of them but oh well. It was an interesting school year, this 2010.
Post exams / Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 8:29 PM
Now that exams are over and there's no more studies, I feel... just as miserable lol. There is absolutely nothing for me to do at school. And not to mention all of my 'friends' ditching me for my other friends. Some of the people who I thought weren't my friends never ditch me yet those I though were my friends constantly leave me alone. Hmmmmmmmmm.
I need to stop these emo posts like seriously. D;
For the past 3 days or so of school, we've basically been doing the same thing. Collect results, play games, that kind of stuff. We've been playing Bluff in class. :P Or as they like to call it, BULLSHIT. I always thought I was a sucky liar but this game pretty much proves myself wrong? XD But today, the PK HEM walked past our class and 'caught' us playing. She confiscated the cards. -.- Because cards like these,
aren't allowed in school, if you didn't know already. Apparently, all teachers just ASSUME that those cards can ONLY be used for gambling. WE WEREN'T EVEN GAMBLING AND YOU SAY WE ARE SO YOU GO CONFISCATE OUR CARDS. :@
Teachers will be teachers.
I've been bringing my camera to school though. No satisfying pictures as of yet, since the classmates just kidnap my camera and rape it by taking pictures of every useless little thing and person. :))))))))))))))))))))) SIGH WHY AM I LIKE THIS. T_______T I have made a conclusion though: Candid pictures of me = shit. And I get full marks for that answer.
Speaking of marks, my results... have not been very good. Too lazy to list all the marks. :/
Now that exams are over and there's no more studies, I feel... just as miserable lol. There is absolutely nothing for me to do at school. And not to mention all of my 'friends' ditching me for my other friends. Some of the people who I thought weren't my friends never ditch me yet those I though were my friends constantly leave me alone. Hmmmmmmmmm.
I need to stop these emo posts like seriously. D;
For the past 3 days or so of school, we've basically been doing the same thing. Collect results, play games, that kind of stuff. We've been playing Bluff in class. :P Or as they like to call it, BULLSHIT. I always thought I was a sucky liar but this game pretty much proves myself wrong? XD But today, the PK HEM walked past our class and 'caught' us playing. She confiscated the cards. -.- Because cards like these,
aren't allowed in school, if you didn't know already. Apparently, all teachers just ASSUME that those cards can ONLY be used for gambling. WE WEREN'T EVEN GAMBLING AND YOU SAY WE ARE SO YOU GO CONFISCATE OUR CARDS. :@
When you gamble with money, you get addicted. When you get addicted, you go and borrow money from the Ah Long. When you borrow money from the Ah Long, you will jump off the building and commit suicide.Lol this kind of logic............ I don't even. :(
Teachers will be teachers.
I've been bringing my camera to school though. No satisfying pictures as of yet, since the classmates just kidnap my camera and rape it by taking pictures of every useless little thing and person. :))))))))))))))))))))) SIGH WHY AM I LIKE THIS. T_______T I have made a conclusion though: Candid pictures of me = shit. And I get full marks for that answer.
Speaking of marks, my results... have not been very good. Too lazy to list all the marks. :/