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Laura.
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/ Monday, September 27, 2010 @ 5:32 PM
My school friends like to make fun of me a lot. Cause I'm a fail lol. The first few times, it was alright you know. Just for fun and stuff. Now, it's still just for fun but they keep making fun of me and they just don't stop. Don't they understand that I have feelings too? It may not freaking seem like it but I have a heart too. I know, I can just say it right up to them but people tend to misunderstand things VERY easily and they'll think I hate them or something and they won't stop saying sorry.
But seriously, they make fun of me so much that it isn't even funny anymore. I don't get how they even find it so funny. If it's about someone else, anything is funny. If it's about you, nothing is funny. I wish I could respond to their stupid jokes to pwn them and say "IN YOUR FACE" but I just don't know what to say.
They keep saying "REMEMBER THAT TIME WHEN LAURA...............". Yes, there have been a lot of times when I embarrassed myself in school. I guess it isn't their fault for finding it funny. After a while, even I found it funny lol. BUT GDI, THEY BRING IT UP SO OFTEN AND THEY EVEN TELL PEOPLE WHO I HARDLY KNOW OR TALK TO ABOUT MY EMBARRASSING MOMENTS. GDI PEOPLE. STFU. DON'T KNOW HOW TO RESPECT PEOPLE'S PRIVACY IS IT. ASSHOLES.
Why do I fail so much. Especially in school. This is why I'd rather stay home all freaking day in the comforts of home where no one can see me. Or if anyone does see me, I know it won't be exposed to the entire school. I would try to get back at them or something but they're my friends lol. I'd feel bad, even though they started it first. -.- I know I can just tell them right up to stop it but... refer to paragraph one lol.
Sigh.
My school friends like to make fun of me a lot. Cause I'm a fail lol. The first few times, it was alright you know. Just for fun and stuff. Now, it's still just for fun but they keep making fun of me and they just don't stop. Don't they understand that I have feelings too? It may not freaking seem like it but I have a heart too. I know, I can just say it right up to them but people tend to misunderstand things VERY easily and they'll think I hate them or something and they won't stop saying sorry.
But seriously, they make fun of me so much that it isn't even funny anymore. I don't get how they even find it so funny. If it's about someone else, anything is funny. If it's about you, nothing is funny. I wish I could respond to their stupid jokes to pwn them and say "IN YOUR FACE" but I just don't know what to say.
They keep saying "REMEMBER THAT TIME WHEN LAURA...............". Yes, there have been a lot of times when I embarrassed myself in school. I guess it isn't their fault for finding it funny. After a while, even I found it funny lol. BUT GDI, THEY BRING IT UP SO OFTEN AND THEY EVEN TELL PEOPLE WHO I HARDLY KNOW OR TALK TO ABOUT MY EMBARRASSING MOMENTS. GDI PEOPLE. STFU. DON'T KNOW HOW TO RESPECT PEOPLE'S PRIVACY IS IT. ASSHOLES.
Why do I fail so much. Especially in school. This is why I'd rather stay home all freaking day in the comforts of home where no one can see me. Or if anyone does see me, I know it won't be exposed to the entire school. I would try to get back at them or something but they're my friends lol. I'd feel bad, even though they started it first. -.- I know I can just tell them right up to stop it but... refer to paragraph one lol.
Sigh.
TGIF / Friday, September 24, 2010 @ 8:18 PM
It's been a long time since I've actually anticipated the weekend. Not cause of holidays... but I just haven't. :S
The house has been really quiet lately.... Maybe it's because everyone is sleeping right now. Maybe it's cause there's no sister to annoy me anymore. Maybe it's just me. -.-
I'm pretty bad at blogging. I used to be able to write essays and essays of blog posts when I had my old blog rofl. Maybe cause I've gotten so used to twitter where there's a freaking 140 character limit. D:
Lol anyway, nothing much happened today. Nothing much EVER happens. As for the seni project I was stressing about yesterday, didn't pass it up. A girl from another class got the same topic as me and she couldn't find anything either. In fact, her parents wrote a letter to the teacher LOL. Ide. xD
I think I know why Yesung is such a man of few words on Cyworld but types so much on Twitter. :p I understand him muahahahah. /bricked
Anywhoooo, shall end the post with this beautiful picture.
It's been a long time since I've actually anticipated the weekend. Not cause of holidays... but I just haven't. :S
The house has been really quiet lately.... Maybe it's because everyone is sleeping right now. Maybe it's cause there's no sister to annoy me anymore. Maybe it's just me. -.-
I'm pretty bad at blogging. I used to be able to write essays and essays of blog posts when I had my old blog rofl. Maybe cause I've gotten so used to twitter where there's a freaking 140 character limit. D:
Lol anyway, nothing much happened today. Nothing much EVER happens. As for the seni project I was stressing about yesterday, didn't pass it up. A girl from another class got the same topic as me and she couldn't find anything either. In fact, her parents wrote a letter to the teacher LOL. Ide. xD
I think I know why Yesung is such a man of few words on Cyworld but types so much on Twitter. :p I understand him muahahahah. /bricked
Anywhoooo, shall end the post with this beautiful picture.
/ Thursday, September 23, 2010 @ 10:01 PM
Ignore the previous post. Seems like more problems are arising every fricking day. I wish I could just disappear from the face of the earth. Maybe just die for a while. Until all the fricking deadlines are gone. I hate deadlines. I really do. And parents keep mentioning about going overseas during the end year holidays and stuff. I mean, YAY WE GET TO GO OVERSEAS but I still have Yesung's SS3 project SIGHHHHHH WHAT TO DO.
Anyway, that's about the future. As of right now, I have this damn seni folio to do and it's pretty much due tomorrow. Idk what to do seriously. I got this stupid tajuk called Seni Reka Tanda. I barely know what it means. Another girl from another class got the same topic and she has no clue either. YES IT'S DUE TOMORROW. I FEEL LIKE CRYING LIKE KSJFKLAJ. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH. WHY IS LIFE SO STRESSFUL. THIS FOLIO TAKES UP 50% OF THE FINAL SENI EXAM. FIFTY DAMN PERCENT OF THE TEST. SHIZ OKAY. SHIZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. FINAL EXAM DETERMINES WHICH CLASS I GO TO NEXT YEAR OK. I FEEL LIKE GAH. KILL ME OKAY. JUST FRICKING KILL ME.
Ignore the previous post. Seems like more problems are arising every fricking day. I wish I could just disappear from the face of the earth. Maybe just die for a while. Until all the fricking deadlines are gone. I hate deadlines. I really do. And parents keep mentioning about going overseas during the end year holidays and stuff. I mean, YAY WE GET TO GO OVERSEAS but I still have Yesung's SS3 project SIGHHHHHH WHAT TO DO.
Anyway, that's about the future. As of right now, I have this damn seni folio to do and it's pretty much due tomorrow. Idk what to do seriously. I got this stupid tajuk called Seni Reka Tanda. I barely know what it means. Another girl from another class got the same topic and she has no clue either. YES IT'S DUE TOMORROW. I FEEL LIKE CRYING LIKE KSJFKLAJ. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH. WHY IS LIFE SO STRESSFUL. THIS FOLIO TAKES UP 50% OF THE FINAL SENI EXAM. FIFTY DAMN PERCENT OF THE TEST. SHIZ OKAY. SHIZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. FINAL EXAM DETERMINES WHICH CLASS I GO TO NEXT YEAR OK. I FEEL LIKE GAH. KILL ME OKAY. JUST FRICKING KILL ME.
confusion / Monday, September 20, 2010 @ 3:08 PM
My sister is going to Nottingham, UK for uni and my dad was supposed to follow.. Then he said I can go. Then he said too expensive. Then on Sunday, they all told me I'M GOING. And I was like oh okay. We even went to fricking Mid Valley and bought all the fricking travel stuff (jackets and shoes) you know. So I ASSUMED that everything was confirmed, 100%. They said they were gonna book the tickets that night but they didn't.
I even wrote out the letter to tell my teacher and finished all my assignments and shit ok. Then today, went to school, told all the friends and all right. Then school finished, I get into the car then my parents say "We have some bad news....". So I was like "What bad news? No ticket for tomorrow? No ticket at all?" I sort of said it in a joking kind of way then my mum said "No tickets at all" and I was srsly like...... klshdflksfjl. They said my sister decided that she would be better off going alone. MY ASS IS BETTER OFF LA. I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW OK. NOT CAUSE I EFFING WANTED TO GO SO EFFING BAD AND I WAS SO EFFING EXCITED BUT BECAUSE THEY TOLD ME THAT I WAS REALLY GOING AND I EVEN EFFING GAVE MY TEACHER THE EFFING LETTER AND I EFFING TOLD ALL OF MY FRIENDS ALREADY. YOU KNOW HOW AWKWARD IT IS TO SUDDENLY GO TO SCHOOL WHEN EVERYONE EXPECTS ME NOT TO. OH MY GOD. FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLMFL FEEL LIKE DYING SRSLY. I AM NOT PREPARED FOR SCHOOL WORK GDI. SO EFFING PISSED. IDEK. %^#&%%$*^$%@!
Anyway...... if I didn't tell anyone and if I didn't send the letter and if I wasn't so mentally unprepared for school.... I really wouldn't mind. If I go back to school and tell everyone that I'm not going, they'll all be happy. THEY will be happy. I will still be pissed and sad. They'll be like "OH LAURA YOU'RE NOT GOING?!?!?!? YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!" AND I HAVE TO FRICKING RESIST THE URGE TO SLAP EVERYONE WHO SAYS THAT.
Thank God none of them know that this blog exists.
My sister is going to Nottingham, UK for uni and my dad was supposed to follow.. Then he said I can go. Then he said too expensive. Then on Sunday, they all told me I'M GOING. And I was like oh okay. We even went to fricking Mid Valley and bought all the fricking travel stuff (jackets and shoes) you know. So I ASSUMED that everything was confirmed, 100%. They said they were gonna book the tickets that night but they didn't.
I even wrote out the letter to tell my teacher and finished all my assignments and shit ok. Then today, went to school, told all the friends and all right. Then school finished, I get into the car then my parents say "We have some bad news....". So I was like "What bad news? No ticket for tomorrow? No ticket at all?" I sort of said it in a joking kind of way then my mum said "No tickets at all" and I was srsly like...... klshdflksfjl. They said my sister decided that she would be better off going alone. MY ASS IS BETTER OFF LA. I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW OK. NOT CAUSE I EFFING WANTED TO GO SO EFFING BAD AND I WAS SO EFFING EXCITED BUT BECAUSE THEY TOLD ME THAT I WAS REALLY GOING AND I EVEN EFFING GAVE MY TEACHER THE EFFING LETTER AND I EFFING TOLD ALL OF MY FRIENDS ALREADY. YOU KNOW HOW AWKWARD IT IS TO SUDDENLY GO TO SCHOOL WHEN EVERYONE EXPECTS ME NOT TO. OH MY GOD. FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLMFL FEEL LIKE DYING SRSLY. I AM NOT PREPARED FOR SCHOOL WORK GDI. SO EFFING PISSED. IDEK. %^#&%%$*^$%@!
Anyway...... if I didn't tell anyone and if I didn't send the letter and if I wasn't so mentally unprepared for school.... I really wouldn't mind. If I go back to school and tell everyone that I'm not going, they'll all be happy. THEY will be happy. I will still be pissed and sad. They'll be like "OH LAURA YOU'RE NOT GOING?!?!?!? YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!" AND I HAVE TO FRICKING RESIST THE URGE TO SLAP EVERYONE WHO SAYS THAT.
Thank God none of them know that this blog exists.
Online shopping / Sunday, September 19, 2010 @ 6:01 AM
I wanna do online shopping. D: It seems so nice and easy. I mean, all the clothes online seem so much nicer than the weird clothes you see in shops at the mall. Or maybe I've been visiting the wrong shops... :/
If I were living alone and had my own credit card and everything, I'd be broke. LOL. The only think stopping me from buying stuff online is the fact that I don't have a PayPal account or even a credit card, and the fear of asking my parents to let me buy rofl. Wouldn't it be weird if your 13 year old daughter wanted to buy clothes and other items online while your 19 year old daughter doesn't? Well, the 19 year old has a freaking lot of clothes already so...
My point is, online shopping is cool. Or maybe it's just that I like the Asian fashion. I've only been stalking the Korean/Asian sites lol. And all the shops I see in malls have all the western brands and labels. HMMMMMMMMM... Shall look for Asian clothes shops LOL. But I'll be a shopaholic if I find one. :@ So I shall continue to lack clothes for the rest of my life....... Save money for events and shiz. Idk what's better. Spending on idols or spending on clothes.
I WILL HAVE TO WAKE UP FOR SCHOOL IN EXACTLY 24 HOURS OMGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHD. HOMEWORK NOT YET FINISHED SKJFHLKASHFDLKDJ.
I wanna do online shopping. D: It seems so nice and easy. I mean, all the clothes online seem so much nicer than the weird clothes you see in shops at the mall. Or maybe I've been visiting the wrong shops... :/
If I were living alone and had my own credit card and everything, I'd be broke. LOL. The only think stopping me from buying stuff online is the fact that I don't have a PayPal account or even a credit card, and the fear of asking my parents to let me buy rofl. Wouldn't it be weird if your 13 year old daughter wanted to buy clothes and other items online while your 19 year old daughter doesn't? Well, the 19 year old has a freaking lot of clothes already so...
My point is, online shopping is cool. Or maybe it's just that I like the Asian fashion. I've only been stalking the Korean/Asian sites lol. And all the shops I see in malls have all the western brands and labels. HMMMMMMMMM... Shall look for Asian clothes shops LOL. But I'll be a shopaholic if I find one. :@ So I shall continue to lack clothes for the rest of my life....... Save money for events and shiz. Idk what's better. Spending on idols or spending on clothes.
I WILL HAVE TO WAKE UP FOR SCHOOL IN EXACTLY 24 HOURS OMGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHD. HOMEWORK NOT YET FINISHED SKJFHLKASHFDLKDJ.
Cameras pt 2 / Wednesday, September 15, 2010 @ 7:37 PM
SO.......... I went to Mid Valley on Monday. Got a Canon G11, cause I decided that the video quality doesn't matter THAT much to me............ though 720p would be like akhflsdkfj. Lol nevermind. I'm satisfied, as long as I am not reminded of that. :) But really, the camera is awesome! I shall ignore my brother's negative remarks.
There are so many cool functions~ Like you can change the ISO, exposure (idk what that does though), aperture, shutter speed, etc. It's like more than a digicam but less than a DSLR. :D I still have a lot to learn about cameras and stuff though. @_@
SO.......... I went to Mid Valley on Monday. Got a Canon G11, cause I decided that the video quality doesn't matter THAT much to me............ though 720p would be like akhflsdkfj. Lol nevermind. I'm satisfied, as long as I am not reminded of that. :) But really, the camera is awesome! I shall ignore my brother's negative remarks.
There are so many cool functions~ Like you can change the ISO, exposure (idk what that does though), aperture, shutter speed, etc. It's like more than a digicam but less than a DSLR. :D I still have a lot to learn about cameras and stuff though. @_@
Cameras / Monday, September 13, 2010 @ 1:31 AM
I told my dad I wanted a camera like a long time ago. So I narrowed everything down to two models. Canon G10 or G11. So I settled for a G11. But turns out, there's a freaking G12 coming out soon. -____- I actually want a camera for Super Show 3 next year. :/ The only difference between a G11 and a G12 is the video quality. G11 is 480p (HQ) and G12 is 720p (HD). SO GAH RIGHT?! CANON IS SUCH AN ASS. *cries* So my brother said it might be released soon like end of the year or early next year? But gahh I want one nao. :/ And at the same time I want to wait for HD. -.- I would just wait for the G12 but I need time to learn the camera's functions and stuff ma. I want to be perfectly prepared for SS3. :X
Lol my brother thinks I'm too stupid to handle a camera as pro as that which is why I need to learn a bit first. :P Anyway....... yeah. The question is: Should I wait for the G12 or just get the G11? The only difference is the video quality. Otherwise, it's exactly the same lol. SIGH.
G11:
G12 isn't released so I can't show a picture LOL. There were just some rumours, that's all. @_@
SO, WHAT DO YOU THINK? I NEED YOUR THOUGHTSSSSSSS. T-T
I told my dad I wanted a camera like a long time ago. So I narrowed everything down to two models. Canon G10 or G11. So I settled for a G11. But turns out, there's a freaking G12 coming out soon. -____- I actually want a camera for Super Show 3 next year. :/ The only difference between a G11 and a G12 is the video quality. G11 is 480p (HQ) and G12 is 720p (HD). SO GAH RIGHT?! CANON IS SUCH AN ASS. *cries* So my brother said it might be released soon like end of the year or early next year? But gahh I want one nao. :/ And at the same time I want to wait for HD. -.- I would just wait for the G12 but I need time to learn the camera's functions and stuff ma. I want to be perfectly prepared for SS3. :X
Lol my brother thinks I'm too stupid to handle a camera as pro as that which is why I need to learn a bit first. :P Anyway....... yeah. The question is: Should I wait for the G12 or just get the G11? The only difference is the video quality. Otherwise, it's exactly the same lol. SIGH.
G11:
G12 isn't released so I can't show a picture LOL. There were just some rumours, that's all. @_@
SO, WHAT DO YOU THINK? I NEED YOUR THOUGHTSSSSSSS. T-T
New stuff! / Wednesday, September 8, 2010 @ 3:22 PM
NEW URL, NEW LAYOUT, NEW BLOG POST, NEW EVERYTHING! :D LOL. Yes, I'm making a big deal out of this post cause I hardly ever blog! YAYYYYYYY. So yesterday, I was just jumping blogs and thought "How come I never blog?". Then I went to my own blog. It was 'full of conspiracies', if I may say so myself. LOL I'M SUCH A JOKE. -_____- Anyway, it's been a year since that awful thing happened so I figured that it was time for change. *coughs* get it?
SO, I rummaged through blogskins and found this awesome skin. :D Actually I just grabbed it on impulse but BLAH. I like it. :D AND THE URL. I WAS JUST SIMPLY TRYING IT OUT AND I WAS SO SHOCKED THAT IT WAS AVAILABLE! ^o^ Heehee. I even made some fresh icon stuff for this layout. :]
Yeah, just wanted to say that. Messy post, but at least I updated? :)
NEW URL, NEW LAYOUT, NEW BLOG POST, NEW EVERYTHING! :D LOL. Yes, I'm making a big deal out of this post cause I hardly ever blog! YAYYYYYYY. So yesterday, I was just jumping blogs and thought "How come I never blog?". Then I went to my own blog. It was 'full of conspiracies', if I may say so myself. LOL I'M SUCH A JOKE. -_____- Anyway, it's been a year since that awful thing happened so I figured that it was time for change. *coughs* get it?
SO, I rummaged through blogskins and found this awesome skin. :D Actually I just grabbed it on impulse but BLAH. I like it. :D AND THE URL. I WAS JUST SIMPLY TRYING IT OUT AND I WAS SO SHOCKED THAT IT WAS AVAILABLE! ^o^ Heehee. I even made some fresh icon stuff for this layout. :]
Yeah, just wanted to say that. Messy post, but at least I updated? :)