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Laura.
Main fandom/bias: 김종운 / 예성; 슈퍼주니어
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keep it going / Sunday, February 26, 2012 @ 1:56 PM
Hi, I clearly have been neglecting this blog and I don't really feel guilty, lol. I'd love to update about my Korea trip last December but I don't really feel like it and I might actually burst into tears while trying to recall every thing that happened. Not cause it was a bad trip, it was amazing, but I really really really miss the place and every person I spent time with over there. :(
Hi, I clearly have been neglecting this blog and I don't really feel guilty, lol. I'd love to update about my Korea trip last December but I don't really feel like it and I might actually burst into tears while trying to recall every thing that happened. Not cause it was a bad trip, it was amazing, but I really really really miss the place and every person I spent time with over there. :(
So I'm typing this out cause I have a test on Thursday, Saturday, and Monday - Thursday the following week (seems so like me to be blogging only cause of stress from exams lol) BUT I HAVE NOT STUDIED A SINGLE THING. Plus, being form 3 this year, form 1 and form 2 topics are coming out as well, and I obviously have no clue what's what as I have been slacking like nobody's business for the past 2 years (or maybe even since forever). I just need to be clear of what I'm facing and what I'm doing in order to face it, and what I'm doing is completely wrong, I know. I clearly should be studying at this very moment, if not studying since the start of the year or even since last year's holidays but noooo, I'm Laura. I don't do that. Lmao.
Idk what to do srsly. :( I've just been reading The Hunger Games (which is hands down osm btw) which I had to force myself to take my time reading because it was so good. See what kind of student I am? I'm such an idiot. I don't even go for tuition. How do I actually expect myself to score in exams when I don't even try. No wonder my results are so bad all the time. But the worst part about myself is that no matter how much I seem to care, I won't do a thing about it. I complain, complain, complain but I'll never try to improve. I always point out the negative characteristics in myself but I never do anything to fix it or make it positive. Even while typing this out, I hope that I can be a better person and do something that makes more sense with my life by the time I finish typing but yeah, that's never gonna happen lol.
It's inevitable. Me ranting about myself. In fact, the only person I actually can hate is myself. I can only blame myself for every thing. Even if I really dislike someone, I'll say it's my fault. My fault for not being tolerable towards that person.
I definitely miss Korea. Just saying.
what a coincidence / Tuesday, August 9, 2011 @ 3:35 PM
New theme song......... or something.
We seem to like the same kind of music. And books. But that isn't enough to prove anything.
Can I really survive until December? What's going to happen after that anyway?
At a dark night, trudging up along the road alone, it's not that I cried thinking of you. When I found one of your socks in my bed, it's not that I cried cause I missed you chaning your socks. I cried because the heating system broke down.
When I found your cold medicine in my drawer, it's not that I cried cause I worried about you who would catch cold often. It's not that I couldn't sleep and got drunk with the muffler you gave me on my skinny shoulders and cried.
I cried because the heating system broke down.
At a dark night, trudging up along the road alone, I cried thinking of you.
Translation cr: thelostpixie@YT
New theme song......... or something.
We seem to like the same kind of music. And books. But that isn't enough to prove anything.
Can I really survive until December? What's going to happen after that anyway?
Labels: 10cm, emo, i don't know, interests
RETURN OF THE SUPERIOR / Thursday, August 4, 2011 @ 7:46 PM
They're finally back. ;~;
They're finally back. ;~;
Labels: 5jib, comeback, Super Junior
봐라 mr simple simple / Tuesday, August 2, 2011 @ 8:31 PM
Been listening to Muse lately lol, I don't even know why. My preference to music has been expanding quite a bit recently which is a good thing I guess. I wish I could play at least ONE instrument you know;; But I'm too much of a lazy bum to pick one up.
Been listening to Muse lately lol, I don't even know why. My preference to music has been expanding quite a bit recently which is a good thing I guess. I wish I could play at least ONE instrument you know;; But I'm too much of a lazy bum to pick one up.
I think I've grown too attached to the Koreans. All I really look forward to in a day is to Skype with them, or even have a simple conversation. But of course all of them have their own lives apart from us. They've all been kinda busy lately so they're hardly online. ㅠㅠ Even when they're online I don't talk to them cause I don't know what to say! Yeah, I suck. I expect them to talk to me first. I am pathetic......
Also, 5집 is finally released! Idk why I've been so out of it lately. ~__~ I'm not really going crazy or spazzing much lol. I feel like such a bad fan. u__u Even when Yesung tweets I don't show much reaction...... ;__; I don't think I'm losing interest though. I mean, I'm NOT losing interest. D: I can't lose interest.
Anyway the songs are really good okay, like as expected lol. 8D Wondering where I should buy the album from~ Will decide eventually. ^^
COMEBACK THIS FRIDAY ON MUSIC BANK GUISE WAIT FOR IT
And here's Yesung's teaser picture because I'm such a fail for not updating this blog.
Korean exchange student program / Saturday, July 23, 2011 @ 3:02 AM
One of the best experiences I've ever had. :) I didn't host one but my brother did and I got to hang out with them. All of us literally only knew each other for one week but when we had to leave each other, the waterworks seriously couldn't stop. I honestly didn't expect to cry when I had to send them off at the hotel and the airport. But they are all seriously nice and fun people. I really miss them a lot... I'm sure their respective hosts miss them more than I do though. :(
One of the best experiences I've ever had. :) I didn't host one but my brother did and I got to hang out with them. All of us literally only knew each other for one week but when we had to leave each other, the waterworks seriously couldn't stop. I honestly didn't expect to cry when I had to send them off at the hotel and the airport. But they are all seriously nice and fun people. I really miss them a lot... I'm sure their respective hosts miss them more than I do though. :(
But this was really like the best week I've ever had. :) Didn't get to talk to all of them but I will still miss them all. Most of them have Facebook so that's good. We can all keep in touch. ^^
I'm just sad that I didn't get a picture with everyone........
self explanatory / Thursday, July 14, 2011 @ 11:35 PM
Labels: ballads, I love him, Jang Hyejin, music, Yesung
자신없다 / Thursday, June 30, 2011 @ 7:58 PM
One by one, layers of pride are disappearing. There's nothing left to shield me from those judgmental eyes.
How long have I been like this? I used to have at least a bit of pride back in primary school. Now I have none. Each passing day I feel like I'm shriveling up inside. Afraid to face the world. Afraid to face my family who, I'm sure, has reasonably high expectations of me.
어떡하지?
Labels: emo